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7 years later.

I never thought I would have to go through this again.

I mean, I was more than contented the way life was before this. I loved how everything was falling into place. I loved how I had things under my control.

I loved the routines. 

But like they always say, we can only plan so much. Eventually, it is never up to us to decide.

I felt so isolated for the past few weeks. I did not want to be disturbed. I did not want to socialize. I did not even want to touch my handphone. Whatsapp messages were read and replied to like hours later. Some, I did not even reply.


I missed my period on 5th December. A week later, and it still did not come. I had all the usual symptoms like a splitting headache, sore breasts, and even my bad temper, except that they were tenfold worse than before. The headache for instance, lingered and did not want to go. The sudden and sharp pain was only on one side of my head and when the attack came, it was exceptionally bad around the temple or left eye. That made my temper even worse than ever. Nobody could even talk to me. I had to lie down and close my eyes until the headache got better.

So during our staycation at Changi Crowne Plaza Hotel the other day, I told Tatek that I wanted to buy the pregnancy test kit. He was like, “REALLY???!!!!”

And so I bought the test kit.

Tested and it was a dark blue +….



Yes, at the age of 34, I am 2 months pregnant with #mynumber 4 (HAHA NOT TWINS!) and my EDD is on National Day 2016,insya’allah.


Meanwhile, my morning sickness is really bad. Really, really bad. I hope it will get better over time.

So forgive me if my behaviour is a bit off on a tangent.



Do have me and my #MYNUMBER4 in your prayers? <3

And oh, you can congratulate me now.

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